Haven’t Written in a While.
Do you know what is the worst thing about liking someone? It isn’t the actual emotion. It isn’t the repeated attempts to make the significant other happy.
The worst thing is not realizing how much you like them until it is too late.
Yeah. It happened to me and I haven’t been the same since. It take everything out of me to admit my feelings for another person; when I do, it is very hard for me to handle. My world feels numb right now. I cannot believe that I have been feeling this way for so long.
My stomach is constantly in knots. I can’t stomach down a meal without immediately wanting to throw up. I feel disgusting. It makes me sick.
I would continue writing, but even talking about how heartbroken I am makes me increasingly upset. I can’t see happiness in anything. I have only felt this way once before, and it still isn’t easy for me.
I am full of emotion and nothing makes sense. I hate myself for it.
